Thank you Stephanie for your kind words. I will always remember you going shopping with the glass dilator in place! Talk about being efficient with your time! I will also remember the severe abuse you received from your doctors. But you were the champion!
Anxiety is unfortunately normal for so many women with vaginismus. Now that you no longer have physical pain, working with a counselor, especially someone who is AASECT certified and has experience treating vaginismus can be of great help in overcoming the final leg of this long journey.
Here is the link to find someone in your area: http://www.aasect.org/referral-directory
You can use my name as a referral.

I wish you and Juan the very best.